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Saturday, May 8, 2010

请你多了解我

跟E君在一起快要三个月了,不知道为什么,我真的很爱很爱他。对我而言,我们要是分手的原因只有一个---就是他不够了解我,我心里在想什么他根本不了解。他很让我,可是让有用吗?我是一个19岁的女生,他expect我很忙吗?

我常常问我自己是否很无理取闹,可是答案却是他造成的,他不会阻绝女生,他常常让女生对他还有遐想,有时还会把我删除掉的号码在储存过及换名字,超气得。他问我为什么我一到晚上就会吵,其实每一天的晚上当他去了CC 我都很努力在读书及上网找资料。在CC的时候他很少会去理会我的存在,他从来不会msg 我一张。当他从CC回来的时候,如果我没call他,他就会当作我睡了没理会我。我真的很讨厌CC,为什么男生不能乖乖在家的?

这三个月来,我自问自己为了他改掉许多坏习惯,我不随便结交男生,我只会一心一意跟随他。当他没有钱的时候,我不会要求他带我去酒楼,我不会要求他买东西给我。他很没情趣,他只是会回家睡觉,有时没戏看,他只会带我回他家看连续剧。我们这样的生活过了三个月,如果给别人也会闷啦!如果给别的女人,早就离开他了。

我很清楚我要的是什么,我要的是一个有交代的男朋友,一个担当的男人才会让我觉得有安全感,才能让我去相信他。我知道自己不是不相信他,而是要一个关心我的男朋友。

那天从网上看到一篇article,我觉得我的心态跟article里面的好像我。

真正爱你的女生会做这些哦~~

Friday, April 9, 2010 at 12:59pm

真正爱你的女生会做这些哦。。。

进来的男孩子,如果你进来了请耐心看完,文字不多,受用终身~ ­

这样的女子真的爱你:
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不喜欢你吸烟,因为对身体不好;但偶尔也会让你吸,因为她知道你戒不掉,不想让你的心情不好
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2
总是骂你傻,但自己做的事情比你还要傻
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3
喜欢你强行拉着她的手并且喜欢与你十指相扣
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4
你冷的时候她会握着你的手(所以她冷的时候,请你轻轻的抱紧她)
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5
遇到困难的时候想要抱紧你,但遇到大困难的时候想要保护你。
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6
对你很宽容,总是对你笑。(虽然说爱情是自私的,但是,但你遇到一个可以包容你的女孩时,那就请你好好珍惜她)
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7
喜欢和你静静的待在一起,没有任何人的打扰。
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8
你跟朋友在一起时,她默默地坐在一旁不出声(除非是你们都认识的朋友)
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9
会生你的气,但是只要你好好哄哄她,就一切OK。(女孩子生气的时候最可爱)
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她很有原则,但是为了你也会破坏原则。
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总是说你骗她,其实心里不介意,偶尔给你起个骗子的外号。
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和你一起吃东西的时候会开心。
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13
在你家人面前很有礼貌,在你面前会很凶!
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14
你问她想不想你时她会说不想,其实恰恰相反。
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喜欢看着你,不管是你睡觉的时候还是吃东西的时候,她想捕捉到你生活中的每个镜头!
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16
你遇到了不公平的待遇,比你先叫出声来
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17
会用心改掉你不喜欢的毛病。。。
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对自己总是大大咧咧的,但是对你总想做到无微不至。。。
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喜欢和你撒娇吵嘴,因为她会喜欢你让着她的感觉。。。
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只会对你有些害羞。。。
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21
总是胡思乱想,只因为她想和你有以后。。
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Saturday, October 24, 2009

your happiness..

分手后,
每一次的引诱
都让我情不自禁地牺牲
每一次的拥抱
都让我的心疼及流泪
每一次的眼神接触
都让我知道
没有了我
你还是活得很开心

爱情
已经让我
失去了理智
直到分手后的5个月
我才尝试放弃你
现在的我放弃了你
可是
因为某些原因又让我想起了与你发生的事
我很害怕
我很害怕会发生不如意的事
我很害怕
我真的很害怕不好的事会发生在我身上

我真的很希望我跟你之间
不再有任何东西存在
因为我想我真的放弃了你
我已经停止爱你

现在的我只想开开心心的过我单身的生活

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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

new hair=new life

if you ask me whether i stil love you or not..
i can tell you da truth
i miss you but not loving you
i know outsider all thought i still very very love you
but inside my heart i already let you out from my life
i asking myself several times why i will jealous
and i get the answer now
i jealous is cause of that girl is her
but if change to other girl i won't
last time i very love you
but since the day i already let off
i let off all the love to you
outsider is thinking i'm a girl without guy won't die
i admit
but what i dislike is be alone
i like to be with you is because you bring me happy everyday but not happiness
i like you is because you enough naughty for me
this is the stupiest thing i do in my life
i like naughty guy
i hate to be lonely this is why bf use to be for me
i need a bf when i need
i do not hope my bf find me or disturb me
that is why i rather single than couple

at the end of this topic
i just want to say
sun,i seriously not love you anymore
i may be missing your good and things we done
but i already stop loving you this is a fact
cause inside my heart there are things to fullfill already
i love to be single
i afraid of lonely
i really mean to be it
so hope guys who try to destroy my life
just stop any action
cause i just want peaceful life
thanks


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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

--new life 2--



---------- Wilber pan: 寂屋出租 ----------

我努力的习惯 一个人的夜晚
只是想起你 就会孤单
回忆像一碗热汤 想念那么滚烫
只想要取暖 却狠狠被烫伤
以为幸福 值得勇敢
可惜 最后还是走散
放手说真的不难
心碎 该怎么计算
要搬过几个地方
换几个伴 才到对的人身旁
寂寞的房 灯光别开得太亮
到夜晚更无处躲藏
要搬到什么地方
有谁陪伴 才决定停止流浪
寂寞的房 装满出租的渴望
太冰冷的墙 爱永远没有回答

---------- Wilber pan: 寂屋出租 ----------

this song has totally shows my feeling
i do have this kind of feeling during the night
every night i lie on the bed
i look to the ceiling that inside my room
i feel the room is totally lonely
i wonder if this room have 2 owner what will happen
happiness???
hahaha~~~
i don't know...
but at this age i don't think my "single bed" will become "double bed"
because i'm still young ^^

my friends always said "single but not available"
but to me "single and available" and "couple but available" is the same
i'm not saying myself may not loyal to my bf..
i just feel that
guy can lost their promise and not loyal to their gf
why girl cannot??
to me
one day not yet marry still can choose the 1 who perfect
love is very easy
happy then together
unhappy then leave
but you must give a good explanation
that won't so troublesome
break up with peace
to create a new friendship
but this theory is for those relationship that did not contain fool and lie

anyway now i won't think about love
although i'm little desperate of it
hahaha~~~
love???
what a lovely thing that make people enjoy and suffer a lot

dear girls,
if a guy do not love you anymore
the stupid things you can do is wonder he will back to you
but don't try to suicide or what to make him back to you
because it is really stupid thing
he will feel that you stupid and disgusting
you can prove that you love him by other way but not something that hurt yourself
okay??
be tough and strong like jeans
don't be soft and thin like silk
without guys
girls still can live
but this advice is for those that age less than 30
hehehe~~
new life~~~
i still survive!!!

Saturday, September 26, 2009

--new life--

life is just nice
i wonder how many days i never think about him
hehe...congrats to myself..

it's totally a new life for me,myself..
i feel that the environment is no more sadness but full of happiness...
now my life without you
but now a day what i have was friends...
single is so just nice for me..
i can go anywhere without telling or reporting to people...
i was just enjoy single life now
although i just feel lonely sometime

this few months without you
i already learn how to take care myself
i never told people when i'm sick
i already become strong..
i grew up already...
i do not want people to pity me...
i won't tell people when i'm sad
except to the friend i really close with...

friends,
i won't show my pity face anymore..
now i was totally happy with my life..
i won't sad anymore...
i sure...
and i don't think i will get into relationship now..

god bless,
i will be strong...
Tylett,
i hope you also as same like me...
be strong and happy always...



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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

***i'm all out of love***
***i'm so lost without you***

曾经何时我真的这样认为
我是真的觉得没有了他
生活会很没有意义
可是无论如何
现在的我已经决定不这段感情放进心里
成为我对你的一个收藏品
我爱你
可是我决定我不再强求

今天我看了一套戏
戏里有一part好好笑的
女主角咬伤男主角的嘴唇
我觉得真的真的很sweet
我希望有一天我也可以这样做
嘻嘻~~~

好享受今天的天气
好冷
好像让人抱
可是我告诉自己不可以在依赖男人了
嗨哟~~·
希望有一天我可以遇到一个疼我到暴的好情人
也希望我永远活得开开心心

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昨晚我哭了
我想了很多事情
我也不知道为什么我会突然去想这些事情
也许是因为他回来了吧??

我好久没真真的去想关于爱情的一切
我认为爱情是不可能长久的
一直以来我觉得曾经拥有最重要
所以我甚少回想后果
我一直在乎的是每一刻的快乐时光

我发现我自己已经忘记了爱情的出发点
爱情是盼望可以天长地久
而不是短暂-开心过后痛

他的回来造成我发现我自己要的是什么
我要的不是暧昧
我要的是一个能让我依赖的肩膀
一个永远属于我的另一对肩膀

我不在盼望短暂的暧昧
现在的我渴望的是一段固定的爱情
所以
现在的我
会把自己打进“冷宫”
不再强求所谓的爱情
知道另一个他出现

我很清楚自己现在最爱的是谁
我想他也知道吧??
我很清楚知道现在的我根本忘记不了他
如果有缘我们以后可以在一起
就让时间来冲淡或证明一切吧。。。

朋友们和妈妈,
现在的我已经不再是昨天的我
我会改掉我不好的一切
1. 我不再骂粗口(except 英语的粗口)
2. 我会控制我的脾气,不再惹祸
3. 我不会再乱花钱
4. 每做一件事我会想清楚
5. 我会想好我的人生目标
6. 我不会再强求爱情
7. (有待加)

我已经长大
我不会在转牛角尖
我已经是十八岁了

在此我要跟sun 讲对不起
那天我不应该打你
对不起!!
希望你原谅我
因为我真的在改变着自己!!





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